I’m the president of America, which is basically the world, but you
didn’t hear that from me (S3E10） ＃强权／政治
I had my time where I wondered if this was all in my head. That time
Letting go of the needs to be popular is what makes people like you.
The universe forgives all.
Rust: I shouldn’t even fuckin’ be here, Marty.
Marty: I believe “No shit” is the proper response to that observation.
Rust: Nah, I don’t mean like that. It’s something else.
Marty: Well, so..talk to me, Rust.
Rust: There was a moment– I know when I was under in the dark that
something…whatever I’d been reduced to, you know, not even
consciousness. It was a vague awareness in the dark, and I could…I
could feel my definitions fading. And beneath that darkness, there was
another kind. It was deeper, warm, you know, like a substance. I could
feel, man, and I knew, I knew my daughter waited for me there. So clear.
I could feel her. I could feel…I could feel a piece of my–my pop,
too. It was like I was a part of everything that I ever loved, and we
were all…the three of us, just–just fadin’ out. And all I had to do
was let go…and I did. I said, “Darkness, yeah, yeah.” And I
disappeared. But I could– I could still feel her love there, even more
than before. Nothing…There was nothing but that love.
Then I woke up.
The fact that we are all going to die one day；that the universe is so
big and nothing in it matters.
Nobody exists on purpose.Nobody belongs anywhere. Everybody is gonna
die. Come watch TV.
Rust: People out here, it’s like they don’t even know the outside world
exists. Might as well be living in the fucking moon.
Marty: There’s all kinds of ghettos in the world.
Rust: It’s all one ghetto, man, giant gutter in outer space.
Rust: Look. I consider myself a realist, all right, but in philosophical
terms, I’m what’s called a pessimist.
Marty: Um. Ok. What’s that mean?
Rust: Means I’m bad at parties.
Marty: Let me tell you. You ain’t great outside of parties either.
Rust: I think human consciousness was a tragic misstep in evolution. We
became too self-aware. Nature created an aspect of nature separate from
itself. We are creatures that should not exist by natural law. …
We are things that labor under the illusion of having a self, this
accretion of sensory experience and feeling, programmed with total
assurance that we are each somebody when, in fact, everybody’s nobody.
I think the honorable thing for species to do is deny our programming,
stop reproducing, walk hand in hand into extinction, one last midnight,
brothers and sisters opting out of a raw deal.
Marty: So what’s the point of getting out of bed in the morning?
Rust: I tell myself I bear witness, but the real answer is that it’s
obviously my programming, and I lack the constitution for suicide.
Parents are just kids having kids （S1E7) ＃代际关系
See, we all got what I call a life trap, this gene-deep certainty that
things will be different, that you’ll move to another city and meet the
people that’ll be the friends for the rest of your life, that you’ll
fall in love and be fulfilled. Fucking fulfillment, and closure,
whatever the fuck those two–Fucking empty jars to hold this shit storm,
and nothing is ever fulfilled until the very end, and closure. No, No,
No. Nothing is ever over.
“Nobody exists on purpose. Nobody belongs anywhere. Everybody is gonna
die. Come watch TV.”.
In eternity, there is no time. Nothing can grow. Nothing can become.
Nothing changes. So death created time to grow the things that it would
kill…and you are reborn, but into the same life that you’ve always been
I mean, how many times have we had this conversation, detectives? Well,
When you can’t remember your lives, you can’t change your lives, and
that is the terrible and the secret fate of all life. You’re trapped…by
that nightmare you keep waking up into.
Omg. What is life? How can someone so talented die so young? (S2E7) #
（看尸体的照片）It’s an unmistakable relief, see, because they were
afraid and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just
let go, and they saw–in that last nanosecond, they saw what they were,
that you, yourself, this whole big drama, it was never anything but a
jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will and you could just let go finally
now that you didn’t have to hold on so tight…to realize that all your
life– you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memory, all your
pain– it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream, a dream
that you had inside a locked room, a dream about being a person…and like
a lot of dreams, there’s a monster at the end of it.
You think you are great together. But you are just bringing out the
worst of each other. (S2E3)＃爱情
Each stilled body so certain that they were more than the sum of their
urges, all the useless spinning, tired mind, collision of desire and
– Am I evil? – Worse. You are smart. When you know nothing matters, the
universe is yours. (S3E9) ＃人性之恶
You are not bad. It’s not you. There’s a weight, and it got its
fishhooks in your heart and your soul.……You got one way out, and it’s
through the grace of God. You’re only how the Lord made you. You are not
flawed. We, you, me, people, we don’t choose our feelings. There’s grace
in this world, and there’s forgiveness for all, but you have to ask for
People. I’ve seen the finale of thousands of lives, man. Young, old.
Each one is so sure of their realness, that their sensory experience
constituted a unique individual with purpose, meaning…so certain that
they were more than a biological puppet. Well, the truth wills out, and
everybody sees once the strings are cut, all fall down.
Yours, and nobody else’s, Unity (S2E3 这句真的完全戳中我的泪点） ＃爱情
The fact that we are all going to die one day. That the universe is so
big and nothing in it matters.
-Why’d you come back?
-This. Something I had to see to…Before getting on with something else.
My life’s been a circle of violence and degradation long as I can
remember. I’m ready to tie it off.
being human”，but those are exactly what being human
damn good, and so stupidly smart”。
Everybody think they gonna be something they not. Everybody, they got
this big plan. （船上的old man）
I didn’t know freedom meant people doing stuff that sucks. I was
thinking more of choosing your own cellphone carrier thing. (S2E3) #
Little late in the game to start something like that(painting), I
reckon. Life’s barely long enough to get good at one thing.