Life is a way towards directly to death. We always want to see what if I
have done or not done something what will I look like now? will I be
happier will I live better?But maybe unsatisfied is not a state but a
property of human being——u see even if Jerry has been a movie star and
lived a life that everybody envies. He still has his pain and eager that
can’t be fulfill in his own parallel life.
At first I find Chris hard to understand, and then I realize he has
something I don’t have. Actually we have a lot in common. I just think
that one can still live his ideal life in a society if he’s mentally
free. Civilization is not that evil. At least philosophy and science
help us better understand the world and make us live longer and
healthier. Our mind can be free even though our body is trapped. I still
want the truth, rather than money, fame, fairness and everything. I want
to get along with fear and loneliness, since I know I’ll get a lot of
them if I want to live a conscious life. In the movie, Chris says don’t
try to be strong, feel strong. I understand his tears and agree with his
idealism. I just think it’s better to be alive and live physically well
to make those ideas realized.
If this is a truth maybe we should start a class to teach people how to
feel happy and satisfied. More happiness less pain.
“The core of human spirit comes from new experiences.” “You are wrong if
you think the joy of life comes principally from human relationships.
God’s placed it all around us. It’s in everything, in anything we can
experience. People just need to change the way they look at these
things.” I was much relieved when I heard him say this. I think of all
my indulgence. It’s like my whole world is centered on my feelings
towards a relationship. But that’s not true. All my sufferings are real,
but those are only clouds that are passing by and I’ve got a whole
Beth said that I thought what we have done is for our child but we just
never gave her anything. So we’d better cherish each other to prove that
the choice without abortion is right.
Chris is so loved by many people. They want to help him, do a lot of
things for him. They know his master plan and insights on life. Chris is
kind and nice. He also believes in helping people in need. He said
killing the cow was the biggest mistake he made in life. He gave his
last quarter to the man next to him at the phone booth so that that man
can finish his call. He donated all his savings to the charity. There’s
no reason I don’t love this guy. He is too good to be true.
Not every child was born with blessing. Better to say, we want to make
babies less fear of the realistic world so we make up many romantic
stories to tell them. And when they find out the truth of the world they
will fell despair and anger
“Happiness is only real when shared.” My tears are salty.